i just want my wife back
Sandra, please call me. I know you listen to these voicemails because the standard horizon voicemail message inbox holds is 100 messages and this is message 134, which means you must have deleted the old messages for me to be able to leave this one. I know you can hear me, please call me back. I'm sorry for that time I told you that your cooking reminded me of your mothers and I'm also sorry for that time me and your mother got drunk at your dads wake and things got out of hand, we were only human. Do you not love us? Little Benjamin, how I miss his tearful eyes that would look at me from depths of sorrow when I would go out for a cigarette only to return two days later with flowers I stole from a grave just for you. How I miss the times I would lie to you and you knew I was lying, but you'd look away from me and let us step past my faults to continue our love. Does the drywall in your apartment not miss the kiss of my fists from the days when I came to your home from work angry? I long to set fire to your kitchen again whilst drunkenly making you dinner to make up for all the horrible things I've done, those fires would burn like the passion in my heart I have for you. If you would only answer your phone, please Sandra, I miss you.